Grass in the Wind, Meditations by Shironeko


I would betray all of you in the Hunger Games 

(via crystallized-teardrops)

LALALLA woke up at 10 and Tina told me she still has my ID. WELL FUCK I NEED THAT LOLOL. so we were thinking of what to do to get my id back man yeah. Then was helping Jon get his HARD DOTD ticket since he was having trouble. Had him gimme his info and shit and yeah got it for him. it was like 161 or somehting not bad. like several dollas more than our. ok more liek $20ish yeah whatever. FIRST RAVES TOGETHER WOOT WOOT.  And liek LABOR DAY SALES BEGINNING OH HELL YEAHHH. So looking at the sales. so good gawd bless yay.

Went to VDC at liek a little after 3 and patrick was texting me saying he was in traffic haha i see. there wasn’t really anyone there except Loc and a girl named Jised haha shes cool. Was talking to her and she was askign me about my dance background lulz and if I knew Eli since she asked where I went to school adn stuff. yeah then more people came and learned from some guy from bmod or someting he knew yssy since she came today yay haven’t seen her. Hillary Santos from Esentrcs was teachign after but was gonna leave in a bit and Danna came so we were chillign adn went to move her car. That was a mini adventure ahha and then we went up to watch and talked a bit more and I left after talking on the phone with mark Paulo a bit since we were talking abotu clubbing and all that stuff and left with jacob and he asked if i was gonna go clubbing tonight. NAAAA man ahah so lazy 



literally want to be rich for the clothes 

(via officialhorse)


im funnier online where I can’t stutter

(via fake-mermaid)

YAYYY lunch with Eden today. FINALLY SEEING HIM OMFG. even tho we were suppose to eat like 2 weeks ago or whatever hahaha. 

So drove to President Thai in Diamond Plaza since Eden told me he was saving eating Thai food with me ahha. Yeah kinda got there around same time him and his friends did. Got to meet Joanna Kingston, said hi to Kingswell since we already knew each other and Hammy ahha. Jacob was still on the wya and Eden and I shared a Pad Thai. OM NOM NOM FOOD. Jacob came and we were all just staring at him through the window LULZ. Good talking to him and everyone. We talked shit about Lorenzo half the time HAHAHHA. That fucker i swear lol. Pretty damn funny. ANd then we talked about random shit too as well. ANd the food was pretty good. 

We went to go thrift shopping after and freakin we got cased down going towads eden’s car becuase he used card and he forgot to pay for tip LOL awkward haha me and joanna were like “so embarassing” seriously i swear lol. We went with Hammy in his car since the other boys were with Eden so yeah. GOODWILL WOOOO. the kings actually bought some stuff but other than that jacob was trying on random shit and Joanna and I were having fun judging what they were wearing and stuff LOL. Eden ended up talking to his girlfriend on the phone for a bit so yeah. we let him do that and jacob was finding like the ugliest shirts to try on hahaha. they either looked like he was a drug dealer or he was going on a vacation to hawaii or some cruise shit it was pretty damn hilarious. and finally eden was done and jacob was still trying shit on and we were laughing so hard esp joanna and i. JUDGING U SO HARD JACOB. 

Then Kingston had to drop Kingswell off for work and we were going to go to their friend Adam’s house to go swim or something ahha. joanna and I just wanted to dip our feet in. And Hamilton dropped us back off so I could get my car and Joanna went with me since we didn’t know the address haha and yeah we got slightly lost going there but turns our instead of going right we were suppose to go left and stuff. lol joanna was like ‘oops” its ok girl lol. We talked about a lot of stuff ayeeee. bonding lol. new friends man.  Drove the right way this time and im like “if we see Eden’s car it means we’re in the right place” and yes we foudn his car….facing the opposite way AHAHAHHAHA HE SO WOULD PARK LIKE THAT. So got to Adam’s and introduced myself and like he went to pick up his brother and Eden decided to go to his room so we went in and Jacob was liek “lets hide his blankets LOL. So they lifted up the mattress and put the blanket in there and the pillows but it made a lump so they had to flatten it out and stuff. pretty funny and jacob was trying to turn on the computer so he could play league lol and liek Adam came back and most of us were ont he bed and took him 10 minutes to realize his blankets were gone and he’s liek “guys, where are my blankets” LOLOL true dat. And we were laughing and jacob is just on the side playing some shooting game haha. And like Adam decided to hold Joanna’s phone hostage instead LULZ.

Then we went outside since Adam found his blankets and stuff lol and Eden and them went to change and went to the pool. Joanna and I just sat by an edge. OMFG THIS WATER FEELS FREAKIN AMAZING. GAWD BLESS MAN. felt sooo good. And thne the boys went in and Adam told us about the pond. btw his house is so nice and freakin majestic. esp the backyard and front yard haha. So we went to check out the pond WHERE DEM FISHES. And Koi fish yayyy. Fishes so cutes man haha. then we went back to the pool to sit and FUCKING JACOB STARTED SPLASHING US WHAT THE HELL. And adam gave them 2 water guns to play off. OH FUCK NOO. And eden and jacob started spraying us and shit. these dipshits man UGH DAMMIT U 2. they sprayed adam too and joanna and i were liek “GOTTA SUN DRY” and we took photos lol to show how wet they got us-_- JERKS. sigh. and air-dryed and stuff pretty fun. And like the boys were doing the horse thingy adn trying to be graceful hahah what the hell these boys. what nonsense. It was pretty funny to snapchat at least haha then we went inside and we were chilling on the couches and stuff doing random shit. Ended up leaving at liek 6 and we were standing outside of edens car while he blasted music. of course lol. Them and their awkward dancing of course man lulz. Then took Joanna home since she was on the way for me and talked about random stuff and yeah. Dang she lives up a big ass hill LOL. i did it tho yeah. Relaxing rest of night. GREAT SEEING EDEN AND JACOB AT LEAST :D AND NEW FRIENDS WHEEE. 


Didn’t do much in the morning. Mom was gone at 9;30 since she went to go eat with friends so i got up at that time and was singing shit and looking at stuff and then went to hobby lobby at 1 since jeraldine wanted to hangout around 2 since she would be finished with class aroudn that time and I was figuring out what was happening with Debbie. man she was confusing me lol a bit ditzy i would say. FOUND THE HARD LINEUP OMG THIS IS SUCH A GOOD LINEUP YAY IM READY. SO was texting kai tina nad amanda and stuff about it and we decided i was gonna buy me kai and tina’s tickets since I have the pre-sale code so I can buy it earlier GAWD BELSSS. Anyways decided to make michelle a letter htingy so got a Giant M and foudn pain and jewels and flowers that kinda shit. yayyy ahha. 

And Jeraldine called me she decided to get food at home first and then i would pick her up so got her from her house and then we went to school YAYYY HAVENT SEEN HER IN FOREVER. Went to MJ’s since I wanted a drink and she wanted boba so yeah we went there. DRINKS :D and we sat outside waiting so we talked there adn then Eli ended up calling me asking where the pointy building was but he foudn it ahhaha. ok i see lol. And we got to school, (UGH SO MANY GOD DAMN CARS CUZ ON CONSTRUCTION-_-) And bumping ratchet music ayeeeee. 

So got to school adn Eli is just sitting at where we used to practice since he didn’t know where anyone was so i walked him to the other side and Patrick was there and some people followed us over as well since they weren’t really sure where to go themselves haha. So Arturo was several minutes late and shit ahah cuz apparenlty he had to find parking and i was talking to people and then he asked me when he was gonna start. we had to wait for chris and keane to come so i just told him to wait a little haha. Pretty fun learning from him since he did choreo to 24 hours. A little fast fucked up so much oh well ahha. Then Brian taught and YAYYY I LIKE THIS PIECE. I got it a lot quicker aha and apparently it was harder cuz Steph and camille were really struggling lol its ok guys ahha. Then took Jeraldine home since she had to be back before 6 so at least i learned half of it and yay then we went home and showered cuz im gross and sweaty and shit. ZOMGGGG HARD TICKETS COME OUT. WELL PRESALE BUT OMG OMG OMG. Amanda told me she got hers and stuff and was seeing who was going and stuff. 

Then changed and was still talking to people and made michelle gift and yeah. Drove over and got there at at liek 7:50 and Debbie let me in through the gate and i was writing on a card i got her hehe. and then i met her other friends and brian came and they had made Michelle a big card so we signed it as well and then her sister called Debbie telling us where they were so we were hiding and we saw the car since they took 2 cars so we hid LOLOL.LInh was right outside too but he parked outside and walked in.  ANd her sister let us into the house and MIchelle’s mom called her down stairs and like everyone was whispering and Michelle just turns her head and see us and im staring right back at her and i had to nudge Debbie cuz i wasn’t sure if i was suppose to say anythign and michelle keeps staring adn goes “wait.” HAHHAHAH and she saw Brian and Linh and was liek ‘y r u 2 here” HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA this is freakin great. Brian caught the whole thing on tape too OH THIS IS GREAT HAHAHHA. she’s so confused and they brought out snacks and stuff and we were around the table and sang her happy birthday hehe and we were just sitting there talking and stuff and chatting. Eatin chips isince they were placed in front of us i mean why not haha. 

And then we placed Jenga but we were taking photos instead and linh and debbie played and debbie made it topple within 5 minutes FAIL LOL. she would. so took polaroids and selfies and all that and talkign and stuff and brian and linh left close to 10 since linh had work the next day and then Danny came YAYYY. So was talking to Danny and he asked if i was excited about camp. HECK YEAHHH. and he told me i should bleach my hair WTF LOLOL cuz apparenlty UCR is doing that and he told me i should do it lol nah im good HAHHA. Then we all left 20 minutes later and walked with Michelle’s friends since we all parked by each other ahha then drove home and was messaging people since they left me messages and all that shit and I got home GOT THE HARD DOTD TICKETS HELLA EXCITED OMFG YESSSS. and got tina’s too. hers was several bucks more expensive than ours for some reason hmmmm. interesting. 



Randomly remembering a joke and laughing about it to yourself

This fucking duck. Gets me every time.

Lalalalal my face hurts dammit ugh. Yesterday was perffff. But yeah, chilling at home and was online and Eunice was asking what time to come over, Had lunch first and sutff and she came a bit past 1 after i watched some drama haha and we went to Sally’s and target first, So some toner and bleach for her to lighten her hair more, then Target to get a dye for the color she wants more. 

So came back to my hosue and dyed her roots first, oooh first time doin this shit lol and we were plaing random ass music and not bad i think i did her roots pretty good. probably shoulda left it in longer since it takes liek 40 minutes to do it to get everywhere and like she went to wash 7 minutes after i finsihed her whole head but only one area looked more bleached…dammit lol. So yeah. gonna try toning it now. PURPLE ERRYWHERE>..kept accidentally dripping it on the floor dammit but  we cleaned it and did her whole head. After she washed AYEEEE LOOKING GOOOD. i think the toner lightended her roots more cuz it was mrore yellowishy looking so good just gotta bleach it next time and stuff yay. I like the color looks good. Should probably tone my hair soon haha. But yeah she washed her hair and we were looking at classes and stuff cuz we both ahd our dates and sigh so hard man haha. but yeah. its okay we tried. was teting so many people LOL that would happen. Said bye to eunice after she checked her hair yeah pretty toned out good job to us LOL. Then watched more drama after and made hash brown OM NOM NOM.


HOLY SHIT. VMA’s Red Carpet today I am soooo ready. super excited hehehehe woke up early too

tina comes over, doing hair tina doing makeup, i do tinas hair, changing. her doing my makeup switching fake eyelashes, changing, driving, quick mcdonalds breakfast, driving to inglewood, takes 30 minutes, parking , getting in line, not too hot there is wind, free water, getting near tent area, the beetle LOL tina goes “OH NOOO” like how they say it in family gy, in line, orange cards, seating, taking selfies, texting, asking eli about the jerseys, his funny respnses, waiting in line to go to red carpet place, its liek 2, seating in the middle area lef tbleachers, pretty good area, chilling, more free water, taking selfies, celebs start arrivingos hwen they were annouced we went crazy, tyler oakleys hair color is great, taking phjotos, teen wolf cast hehe, more celebs, kbezzy not knowing it was sam smith when tina sent the photos, the bleacher we stand on isnt safe, tina takes off heels, more celebs, kinda dying down, austin mahone comes, beyonce is last guest arrival, take like 40 minutes to leave, more photos, taken to maroon 5 area, crowded around some cars, there is a dj, takin gmore photos lol, phone almost gonna die, filming by car, moved to maroon 5 stage, freakin amazing, perform first song, annouced a winner, played another song, too amazing, traffic just walking out of the place too many of us, getting to car quickly, deciding where to eat, pecciola pizzeria, nope too sketchy when we get there, decided not to eat, dropped off, home at 9:35, watching MTV damn

LAZY  DAY AS USUALLL. Ate lunch and like watched more drama and went to target to get some stuff wooo. lol. Dad came home. NEW KATE SPADE WALLET AYYYEEE. In my fav color, pastel mint blue oh ehll yeahsss. Still need to get a smaller one too so i can switch around and stuff lol.

mom helped me clean out the right side of my closet finally omfg. my parents have too much clothes on that side-_- Used some of my new hangars loving the neon pink i got MWHAHAH. And ende up turning the right side into a mor fall/winter stuff. like jackes nad sweaters and all those go in there and i put in more of my new clothes in the left. DEM T-SHIRTS NAD SHIT THOOO. I didn’t realize i have a handufl of crop tops too tho like one section is short cuz they be all crop tops ahha. oh shit. me and my sales. But at least my wardrobe is more comfy. not just black and white tess…speaking of i think i need to get liek 203 black tees with stuff on them i have too much white now. so uyeah. some days i feel liek wearing black man. but took me 2 hours to clean since i vaccumed  a good majority too since tina’s coming over tomorrow to try stufff on yeah…

DOCTOR WHO SEASON 8 PREMIERES TONIGHT YESSSS Showered early so i could watch it since its like almost 2 hours and ends at 10 lol so yeah. Crazy episode hmm.. some parts i was liek wtf esp the robots…killing people…for skin. uhm. ew. 


When you make a reference and someone actually gets it.


(via umhbu)


Friend’s cat just had one kitten but it’s as cute as a whole litter

Oh i cleaned my room for 5 minutes. i decided ill clean the rest tomorrow LOL. I found another drama so yeah…ended up watchig that LOL OOPS. should start ordering some organizers and drawing stuff and all that hehe:) me ready. 

Didn’t get to hangout with Jeraldine today since her add was mad she didn’t clean her car lOL its ok girl. Gotta hangout soon hehe